I feel that the life I have now is not what I have pictured it to be, although many would probably take my life as it is and exchange it with whatever they have just to have mine. You see, I am a walking contradiction. I give premium to human relationships but I have less. I aspire to be a free-spirited person but my everyday life is planned out, by the numbers. I am passionate with many things but I always come up short, or end up doing nothing at all.