I feel like I’ve been doing mostly the right things since eversince. I’ve been living my life in numbers and using more of my mind than my heart (I tell you its bad if its always like this).
I excelled in academics, did good in sports, have a stable job, and good set of friends and family. When my childhood friends are still playing silly games in their backyards, I already am daydreaming of what I will be 20 years after, when they are still in universities finishing their courses, I am already starting my professional career, when everyone was wondering what they want to do with their life, I already had mine carefully planned out. And the heck, when they were counting girls in their fingers, I opted to stick it out with a girl for years thinking that it was true love, later realizing that its just a severe case of puppy love.
I grew and matured too fast for my own comfort, and I know I’ve missed a lot along the way.
Now, I want to live on the fastlane. I want to act on instincts and gut-feel. I want to see more than what my eyes see now. I want to meet people with souls and not just people. I want to take long walks wherever my feet will take me. I want to experience life for what its worth, and not just live it. And I want to do these with somebody.
Wanted Lab Rat, guinea pig or whatever you want to call it. Somebody to make all the mistakes and craziness with before the right one comes along…or until I’m tired.
