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WANTED: LAB RAT

I feel like I’ve been doing mostly the right things since eversince. I’ve been living my life in numbers and using more of my mind than my heart (I tell you its bad if its always like this).
I excelled in academics, did good in sports, have a stable job, and good set of friends and [...]

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I feel that the life I have now is not what I have pictured it to be, although many would probably take my life as it is and exchange it with whatever they have just to have mine. You see, I am a walking contradiction. I give premium to human relationships but I have less. [...]

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New day, new start.
Starting is always hard to do, in whatever context it may be. But what I am afraid most is the feeling of “being used to” once I am settled in already. Knowing that I can do things perfectly, even with two eyes closed, is something I dread happening. Perfection equates to emptiness

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Last week was the birthday of my grandmother. I love my grandparents dearly, they were the one who raised me up, but they are gone. Both of them passed away only days apart…that’s true love I suppose.
Lucky are those who find their soulmate, their one great love.
The woman that made me want to become better, [...]

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A lot of people have been looking for their one true love all throughout their lives.
Some succeed, a lot failed.
I envy those who found theirs at an early age. They have each other appreciating, believing, and looking in one direction as they accomplish things as individuals and as soulmates. This makes the travel easier and [...]

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Believe me, LOVE is SELFISH.
But then again, being ready to commit is another thing (so I get you).
You’ll know it when you’re ready. You’ll wake up one day and feel something inside you has changed.
It’s when hook-ups is a tiring thing to do already, or when every woman you meet are the same in your [...]

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Weekend. Its the time of the week I feel like I travel through a time machine and go back to the wonderful days I had with her. Of course, I dream about her every now and then, on what could have been and what could never be. She’ll forever be included in my bedtime stories [...]

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I went to Korea 9 years ago as part of our highschool’s student exchange program. While  i was there, I lived with a foster family for a day and night. They were the most gracious host one can meet. They opened their home to me as if I am a long lost  and deeply missed family [...]

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24 and Beyond

In a few weeks time, I’ll be turning a year older.  If the average life expectancy is 71 years for a male, then I just have 47 years to live. Too short for the things I still want to do, really.  So what’s beyond 24? A life full of love and all that comes with [...]

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When Apathy Attacks

Some are born with it, while most get (or learn)  it as they live their lives.
Apathy is such a wonderful state to be into. Being apathetic gives one the green light to sulk in his own world without having to care for anybody else…and not feel guilty at all.
When the body gets tired and the mind becomes [...]

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